~Words From kJoe~

It was 9.30am and I am Still sleeping. An unusual call where the phone rang was my house phone. I have never give my house number to anyone before. Because of the phone rang out loudly so i wake up and rush towards the phone and pick it up. Owh…..  it was my mum. She called me and ask how am i doing, cause on today’s news paper there are 2 suicide case of student. One of the student was SPM candidate and commit suicide due to stress, another is trap withing love triangle, and he is son of the famous dermatologist. The doctor give advise to the public “do not pampered your child so much”. Mom worried i might do the same (suicide) due to the “unlucky” incident encountered. Anyhow, the bad things will only haunt me may be 1 or 2 days after that will be like… GO WITH THE FLOW.. Then my mom said that she did not pampered me so probably i wont  suicide like the doctor son.SO i start to joke with her saying that she abusive me.. lol…. haha  Committing suicide is not a good idea in resolving problem though sometimes i feels like it (just a thought). But whenever i think of that, i might no be able to see the wonderful world anymore,

This unlucky day of mine happen on my presentation day. Its my Distribution Communication System Module. Well actually time spend for this assignment was just a week. Along with that, we were given another assignment at the same due date. Within one week to design and develop 2 system.. it was like almost impossible!!!  Luckily manage to finish all the system on time.

The unlucky was during my presentation, for the Distributed system. As what the lecturer says was he will book a lab for us to present, well i reach there sharp at 8.30 am at the lab and there’s no one day without knowing they are having it in the class. so i entered the class at 9.00 am. Well not really many people was in the class yet, about 8-9 student. den i started to set up my own network for my system.

Bringing my router, cable, adapter, laptop, netbook, all those are kind of heavy. Well to get a good marks i shall do it. having everything setup, and waited for him to have a look at my system. Time pass very fast, and many other student comes is too. As many student comes in he tend to forget the first come first serve terms, he look at others students first instead of mine. So as what is the title UNLUCKY day started from my laptop turns blue screen (BLUE SCREEN OF DEATH). Seriously it was like.. WHY HAPPEN NOW!!! WHY NOT EARLIER?? WHY NOT LATER?? WHY??? ..  ofcourse i was panic abit since it happens right before the presentation where it carries 80% of the marks.  

I turned my laptop off and turn it one back, and yes it turns blue again!!!  so i just turn off my laptop. after some moment, i turn it on again.. this time it enter the “Startup repair” mode and i quickly repair my laptop as soon as possible. Time pass kind of fast too where it was 10.30 already, need to change room, and i have to take all my network that i have setup and move it to another room, 

(forward)

in the next room, the startup repair does not give any respond as the interface keep on showing “windows is repairing”  i directly restart my laptop, and wolalala… its on.. i can switch on my laptop and into the windows os.. yeah!!!   den i setup my network and try to run it but it seems that my system does not work correctly,..  it was so frustrating dat time but then, it was my turn already, I still have to present no matter what, as what the lecturer said…. so i still have to cont with my failure system. everything was ruin!!!! guess i’m gonna fail this assignment…… the presentation ended around 12.30.

after that i was so extremely upset.. i just cant accept the failure…  it should be running correctly!!!! at that time i was being comfort my Sylvia. And advising me what to do next. THANKS!! …   The unlucky day dun just ends that way, i had lost my pendrive as well… and it was part of my FYP .. hell NO!!!!!!!    Hopefully i am able to re-present it again tomorrow….  

Submitted the most important document of Degree. It was told the most scariest, toughest assignment that need to be done since as a fresh student. Its all finally over. time spend with it was about half of the year. Somehow after submitting it felt like i am still worrying about it. Its the feeling that i left out a lot of stuff. Stuff that will drag my grade down. It just feels not right. I wonder why?, i should be happy that i have submitted it. y don’t i feel that? may be i can feel it after the presentation?? or the result time??? its so worrying….  Well after submitting it, it cause me worry more than doing it. at least doing it i still can correct it if there are mistakes spotted. After submission… can’t do anything anymore. Only left the supervisor and the adviser to decide the quality of my work. Thousands thanks to those support and lending me their help when doing the FYP. Correcting and commenting. Hopefully the grades wont disappoint me…………………